Navigating the Challenges of Aging: A Caregiver's Journey
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Understanding the Situation
My father, a vibrant 75-year-old, has been managing a traumatic brain injury for over 14 years. His active lifestyle included volunteering twice a week at a charity shop and participating in a hospital program that provided training for medical students. He would often assist these students by allowing them to practice their examination skills and bedside manners. Additionally, he was involved in a Physiotherapy program through a local Brain Injury Group, where student physiotherapists gained hands-on experience while helping him.
During the pandemic in 2020 and into 2021, my father faced significant isolation. My brother and I made it a point to visit him weekly, bringing groceries and other necessities. Although he continued to care for his expansive garden and remained physically active, his routine of volunteering was abruptly halted. The charity shop closed its doors permanently, and the hospital volunteering program took a long time to resume, with new scenario-based approaches that confused him due to his need for routine and familiarity.
Transition to Isolation
As 2022 came to a close, I purchased a chair for him that resembled a waiting room seat—high-backed with wooden arms. Although it may not appear comfortable, it provides the support he needs for his back and hips after a lifetime of physical labor. He has since placed a tea towel on it to keep it clean.
Fast forward to now, and I find it nearly impossible to get him out of that chair. Regardless of the weather, he remains glued to the television, and his once active and fulfilling life has come to a standstill. The isolation brought on by COVID-19 played a significant role, but I believe there are no longer any valid reasons for him not to at least engage in some gardening.
The Decline in Motivation
The enthusiastic man I once knew has become a mere shadow of himself. His trips to town, which used to happen several times a week, have dwindled to just once weekly, primarily to pick up a TV magazine and some milk. If I were to bring those items to him, he likely wouldn’t even make the effort to go out.
The once diligent caretaker of his home and garden has disappeared, and I am increasingly concerned that this marks the onset of a decline in his health. I find myself sitting on the couch next to "The Chair," feeling helpless as I witness this transformation. His disinterest in gardening and socializing with family members makes me wonder if he might be experiencing a form of depression, even though I don't believe that's the case.
Is aging simply taking its toll? Is he merely unwinding after a physically demanding life? His brain injury has denied him the retirement he deserved, yet he has never complained and has adapted over the years to the changes imposed by his condition.
Concerns for Well-being
I've read extensively about how maintaining health in old age hinges on social connections, community involvement, hobbies, and self-care. Recently, I've begun to feel as if I'm failing him in some way. I serve as my father's caregiver, power of attorney, confidant, and staunch supporter. Watching him become increasingly inactive fills me with worry. The capable man who could tackle any task is fading away.
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